I can't explain to you how special I felt by my odd superpower. When my excitement overtook me and I could no longer keep my awesomeness a secret, it was my father that I opted to confide in. I told him everything about my acute sense of hearing.
He paused. Looked at me. He smiled and bent down close to me. He told me that the sound I was hearing was just air, not sound waves.
I was not a superhero of the hearing world.
I was just a dumb little kid.
I was just a dumb little kid.
Looking back, given my father's tendencies to mess with my head (see previous blog entitled Poop Dudes (a.k.a. Blog of Awesomeness) ), I'm shocked that he let me in on reality.
Thinking back on it, if it were me, I would have let my stupid son continue thinking he was superhuman.
Thinking back on it, if it were me, I would have let my stupid son continue thinking he was superhuman.
"Dad! Dad! I can hear high pitched sounds like a dog. Humans can't hear dog whistles, but I can. Do you hear that? That man is blowing a dog whistle! I can hear a noise coming from it!"
"Son, I don't hear anything. There is no sound eminating from that man's device." (I plan on talking to my 4-year-old as if he was a college professor)
"But Dad, I can hear..."
"Son, whistles make noise. That man is simply using a fancy metal cigarette, for some inexplicable reason. But as I cannot hear any sound coming from it at all, in any way, I'm quite sure it is not a whistle."
"But Dad, I can hear a little..."
"Nonsense son. Now go ahead and play on the monkeybars and don't tell your mother that we ever had this conversation."
I'm not going to be a very good father.
* * * *
They say that a child learns more in the first two years of their life than all the other years combined. They also say that a parent will make most of their mistakes in that same span of time. And despite the fact that every parent goes through this and a certain percentage of those kids turn out pretty okay anyway, I'm convinved my kid will not be in that same certain percentage.
"Son, I don't hear anything. There is no sound eminating from that man's device." (I plan on talking to my 4-year-old as if he was a college professor)
"But Dad, I can hear..."
"Son, whistles make noise. That man is simply using a fancy metal cigarette, for some inexplicable reason. But as I cannot hear any sound coming from it at all, in any way, I'm quite sure it is not a whistle."
"But Dad, I can hear a little..."
"Nonsense son. Now go ahead and play on the monkeybars and don't tell your mother that we ever had this conversation."
I'm not going to be a very good father.
* * * *
They say that a child learns more in the first two years of their life than all the other years combined. They also say that a parent will make most of their mistakes in that same span of time. And despite the fact that every parent goes through this and a certain percentage of those kids turn out pretty okay anyway, I'm convinved my kid will not be in that same certain percentage.
Quite the contrary, I'm convinced my kid is going to be either the prom queen-type who sleeps with the entire football team, and purges every meal she has from 10th grade to her college graduation, or that I'm gonna have the long-haired trench-coat kid who constantly carves the anarchy symbol into his lunch table (which he will no doubtedly be sitting at alone).
Currently, this is my greatest fear in life. Not whether I will succeed in graduate school, nor my progress on becoming a rock god, not even in finding a girlfriend who isn't wildly crazy; nope.
I'm horrified that my unborn, unconceived child is going to be a tramp or a maniac.
I stay up at nights wondering how in the hell I can possibly prevent dirty high school boys from slurping all over my daughter or how I can keep my son from murdering me because I bought the wrong type of peanut butter.
Currently, this is my greatest fear in life. Not whether I will succeed in graduate school, nor my progress on becoming a rock god, not even in finding a girlfriend who isn't wildly crazy; nope.
I'm horrified that my unborn, unconceived child is going to be a tramp or a maniac.
I stay up at nights wondering how in the hell I can possibly prevent dirty high school boys from slurping all over my daughter or how I can keep my son from murdering me because I bought the wrong type of peanut butter.
Seriously. I'm almost 25-years-old and I'm already horrified that my 18-year-old son is going to commit patricide.
In an effort to assuage my worry, I have developed a list of the three most important things that are going to have to happen if I'm going to have any chance at raising a successful family.
It is as follows:
1) My wife will not mind being the "bad cop".
I don't mind being the heavy artillary when the going gets rough; the strong silent, wait-'til-your-father-gets-home-type, but I'm really gonna need my wife to do the bulk of the daily nagging.
It is as follows:
1) My wife will not mind being the "bad cop".
I don't mind being the heavy artillary when the going gets rough; the strong silent, wait-'til-your-father-gets-home-type, but I'm really gonna need my wife to do the bulk of the daily nagging.
I'm afraid I just ain't got it in me.
Also, as an aside, I'd really like it if she cooked the bulk of the dinners. I don't mean "cook me my dinner" in the caveman shauvenistic type of way. I'll be happy to do the dishes and take out the trash and drive the kids to school. The problem is that I'm a very bad cook, nor do I enjoy the process of cooking in any way shape or form. I do enjoy eating food , nor am I a picky eater.
But if dinner was left up to me, our family is looking at many a night of mac & cheese and pizza.
But no, nevermind that. It's most important that she be the bad cop.
2) If I have a daughter, she cannot be named Jenna. If I have only one contribution to the manner in which we raise our daughter, this is my contribution.
But if dinner was left up to me, our family is looking at many a night of mac & cheese and pizza.
But no, nevermind that. It's most important that she be the bad cop.
2) If I have a daughter, she cannot be named Jenna. If I have only one contribution to the manner in which we raise our daughter, this is my contribution.
I have a long-standing belief that any child born a "Jenna" is doomed to both beauty, popularity and trampishness. Let me ask you, have you ever met an ugly Jenna? You haven't.
I want my daughter to be smart and well-balanced. And if that means I have to trade a pair of big green eyes for a fuzzy upper-lip, then fine.
I want my daughter to be smart and well-balanced. And if that means I have to trade a pair of big green eyes for a fuzzy upper-lip, then fine.
Her name will apparently be Beatrice.
3) When I was little, I enjoyed three things; my green blanket (which was essentially a soft dish rag that my grandmother gave me and that I cleverly named "green blanket" based on it's color and comparative size to me), 'Sesame Street' (no explanation needed - I hope), and rock 'n' roll music.
3) When I was little, I enjoyed three things; my green blanket (which was essentially a soft dish rag that my grandmother gave me and that I cleverly named "green blanket" based on it's color and comparative size to me), 'Sesame Street' (no explanation needed - I hope), and rock 'n' roll music.
The first two are normal little kid things, but the third is a direct result of my parents' accomplishing what I hope to one day. Both my mom and dad loved rock music. Growing up in the 80's I'm sure they felt it their duty to shield me from Oingo Boingo and Culture Club.
So instead of Ah-Ha, I got the Beach Boys.
Instead of Bananrama, I got Chuck Berry.
And instead of Devo, I got Creedence.
Instead of Bananrama, I got Chuck Berry.
And instead of Devo, I got Creedence.
I'm sure there are quite a lot of parents out there who would toss their limp bodies in front of a speeding bus in order to save their offspring. But how many of them would have the forethought of mind to shield their child from the horrors that would be music in the 80's? *
I'm not sure how they did it, but I am convinced that I am a better person because I don't like Dave Matthews or Morrissey and I'm gonna have to load both guns if I am to repeat what my parents did with me with my own kids in this age of instantaneous media and free downloading of crap in just about every outlet imaginable.
I'm not sure how they did it, but I am convinced that I am a better person because I don't like Dave Matthews or Morrissey and I'm gonna have to load both guns if I am to repeat what my parents did with me with my own kids in this age of instantaneous media and free downloading of crap in just about every outlet imaginable.
I think I'll start by playing guitar for my kids from the start. From infancy, I plan on serendaing them to sleep. I've even got a playlist that I occasionally practice when I am alone in my apartment.
SET-LIST FOR BEATRICE'S NIGHTY-NIGHT TIME
1. Chicken Lips and Lizard Hips (originally written by Bruce Springsteen)
2. Wonderful Word (originally written by Sam Cooke)
3. Hushabye (originally sung to me by my dad)
4. Pony Boy (originally sung to Springsteen's kids by Springsteen)
5. Q'est Seras-Seras (originally sung to me by my mom)
6. Don't Fear the Reaper (originally written by Blue Oyster Cult)
That last one might not make the final cut, but it seems like a good idea to keep my kids alert at all times. Besides, if Beatrice isn't asleep by the sixth song, then she's probably not going to sleep at all that night and so I might as well give her something to think about.
* * * *
I feel cool now.
SET-LIST FOR BEATRICE'S NIGHTY-NIGHT TIME
1. Chicken Lips and Lizard Hips (originally written by Bruce Springsteen)
2. Wonderful Word (originally written by Sam Cooke)
3. Hushabye (originally sung to me by my dad)
4. Pony Boy (originally sung to Springsteen's kids by Springsteen)
5. Q'est Seras-Seras (originally sung to me by my mom)
6. Don't Fear the Reaper (originally written by Blue Oyster Cult)
That last one might not make the final cut, but it seems like a good idea to keep my kids alert at all times. Besides, if Beatrice isn't asleep by the sixth song, then she's probably not going to sleep at all that night and so I might as well give her something to think about.
* * * *
I feel cool now.
I'm in the middle of my twenties and I feel cool.
I look around and people older than me seem less cool. And people younger than me haven't figured out how to attain full coolness yet. But when you are a dad, you can be Keith Richards or Brad Pitt and to your own kids, you are not cool.
I don't look forward to that status. It's not attractive, but it's true. Being a parent automatically warrants that everything you do, say, wear, watch, or touch is suddenly and tragically uncool. I consider my parents to be at the tip-top of the "Bell Curve of Cool", but inescapably - despite my feelings - my father is to blame for ending Will Smith's street-cred in the autumn of 1997 when he casually used the word 'jiggy' in a sentence.
There was nothing to be done about it. My dad couldn't have seen it coming. He just forgot his powers of geektitude.
The teenage years are going to be tough for me, because teenagers are contrary. They seek out what is normal and do whatever is 180 degrees different from that norm, no matter how inexplicably assinine such actions and interests are. It takes a rare Rory Gilmore-type kid to identify and embrace what they are truly interested in.
The teenage years are going to be tough for me, because teenagers are contrary. They seek out what is normal and do whatever is 180 degrees different from that norm, no matter how inexplicably assinine such actions and interests are. It takes a rare Rory Gilmore-type kid to identify and embrace what they are truly interested in.
One of my good friends has a brother who is six years younger than she is. He is a typical punkass skater kid:
Blue hair.
Oddly painted fingernails
Blink 182 patches on his backpack.
A chain connecting his wallet to his board shorts.
You get the idea.
The funny thing about this kid is, he's constantly sneaking downstairs into the basement, alone, to watch old musicals from the sixties. All of his friends would ostracize this kid for watching 'Singin' In the Rain' and 'Seven Brides For Seven Brothers' if they knew, so he hides it.
But those musicals are a part of him, a part of how he's been raised.
Blue hair.
Oddly painted fingernails
Blink 182 patches on his backpack.
A chain connecting his wallet to his board shorts.
You get the idea.
The funny thing about this kid is, he's constantly sneaking downstairs into the basement, alone, to watch old musicals from the sixties. All of his friends would ostracize this kid for watching 'Singin' In the Rain' and 'Seven Brides For Seven Brothers' if they knew, so he hides it.
But those musicals are a part of him, a part of how he's been raised.
It used to be, teenagers had to hide what they hated most about themselves, now they hide the things that make them happy.
Now everyone knows that each of his friends were sneaking into their respective basements as well watching... who knows?
Reruns of 'Knots Landing' or Raffi videos or Oprah. It could have been anything.
What I'm trying to illustrate is that people very rarely feel comfortable being themselves in front of the people they call their friends. Teenagers are the most obvious case of this and I expect nothing less from my own kids. I just hope that when they sneak down into the basement of our house that they listen to old Who or Sam Cooke records instead of making bombs.
Not that my kids would get very far in their bomb making endeavors. My kids will never be alone long enough to get away with any of those shenanigans. By the time I have kids smart enough to trick me, our nation will have enough satellites up in the sky to keep tabs on them no matter where they go.
What I'm trying to illustrate is that people very rarely feel comfortable being themselves in front of the people they call their friends. Teenagers are the most obvious case of this and I expect nothing less from my own kids. I just hope that when they sneak down into the basement of our house that they listen to old Who or Sam Cooke records instead of making bombs.
Not that my kids would get very far in their bomb making endeavors. My kids will never be alone long enough to get away with any of those shenanigans. By the time I have kids smart enough to trick me, our nation will have enough satellites up in the sky to keep tabs on them no matter where they go.
And I plan to.
Oh boy, do I plan to.
I fully admit that my kid will have no privacy. If a kid has privacy, you can damn sure bet he or
she is gonna take advantage of it. But I also know that I'll be raising a rebellious little turd if I'm smothering. So my breech of privacy has to come sneaky-style.
Essentially, I will be forced to utilize CIA tactics.
When inspecting my kid's bedroom, I am free to observe anything in plain view... that's including diaries and photo albums. If those goldmines of a teenagers thoughts and actions are out... place your bets now on how often I'll be perusing them. Also, if there are any guests being entertained inside my kid's bedroom, you can rest assured all antannae will be raised and humming. There ain't no program on television as riveting or important as an inter-bedroom discussion.
If there is a member of the opposite sex in there... well there won't be, not without the door open and industrial flood lights shining through the windows and doors, anyway.
And if it's a member of the same sex, and they're in my child's room, then that means it's gossip time and that's even better than my child's diary.
And if it's a member of the same sex, and they're in my child's room, then that means it's gossip time and that's even better than my child's diary.
It will be like my own personal 'Laguna Beach'.
Wait... wasn't one of those girls on that show named Jenna?
Hmm... I'll have to look into that.
Wait... wasn't one of those girls on that show named Jenna?
Hmm... I'll have to look into that.
I just hope I'll be able to create a tolerance for the word "like" being used in-between every third word.
Plus all that giggling. Oh Christ, the giggling.
I also plan to track my children's whereabout on the On-Star satellite automobile tracking system the family car will have installed. If Beatrice says she's going to the movies, she better damn well go to the movies.
The thing is, I really want kids someday (just check my MySpace profile if you don't believe me) but I'm horrified of it. Everything about it makes me skittish. Everything from the big turtle-shell reading glasses I'm sure I'll have to wear when I'm older to the high-rising mom-pants my wife might start wearing without telling anyone.
The thing is, I really want kids someday (just check my MySpace profile if you don't believe me) but I'm horrified of it. Everything about it makes me skittish. Everything from the big turtle-shell reading glasses I'm sure I'll have to wear when I'm older to the high-rising mom-pants my wife might start wearing without telling anyone.
All of it. It's all one big horrorshow. Nevermind the kids themselves. How can I make a good life for them when it seems so much out there is designed to corrupt them? Allowing my kid to believe he is superhuman is nothing compared to sex, drugs and the inevitable interest my kid will have in music from the 1980's.
Oh what jiggy times we live in.
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* That's right, I said it. Music from the 80s was not good; it was kitch, and very rarely is kitsch good. Not everything from it was bad, but it is by far the worst decade of music in the last 100 years.
Oh what jiggy times we live in.
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* That's right, I said it. Music from the 80s was not good; it was kitch, and very rarely is kitsch good. Not everything from it was bad, but it is by far the worst decade of music in the last 100 years.
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